I realise I have been a little negative lately when talking about my renovation and my temporary homelessness. It’s a bit nauseating considering I am about to move into a beautiful home and most people in the world would wish for “problems” like mine. But anxiety is a terrible affliction and it doesn’t allow you to choose when and where you should feel like you are falling apart.
In an attempt to counteract my negativity and try and quash my anxiety I’ve decided to focus on the positive – and there’s a lot of it.
- We are staying at my sister’s house for another 4 nights (we have been here for 7 already). She and her family have been amazing and kind and generous and it feels a little bit like a holiday at times. Mr Pencil and I are living in her granny flat complete with our own fridge, TV and ensuite. Little Pencil has his own room in the “big” house, it’s like Southfork (for anyone as old as me that remembers Dallas). Spending time just being with all of them is just as it should be – it feels very right.
- Little Pencil is only marginally happier than Fluffy Pencil to be surrounded by cousins and an amazing aunt and uncle. I fear Fluffy Pencil has found new favourite people and none of them are from the immediate Pencil family. He has always loved my sister and her family but living with them has taken that up another notch or two him. He has not been alone once this week. He is possibly the happiest he has ever been and if he could talk it would be to ask if he could stay here when we move out
- Mr Pencil seems way less stressed living in this house, it may or may not be that he and my brother-in-law have been known to indulge in a post work drink or two together. Either way they get on really well and it’s like living with a friend – except ones that get called out a lot (being a doctor on call is shit – I have realised that).
- I have not cooked a meal in forever.
- I am about to move into a simply stunning home.
- I am truly and absolutely blessed to have a sister who did not hesitate to take us all in with such grace and generosity even if she is highly allergic to dogs and Fluffy Pencil licks her feet as she attempts to eat dinner. It’s hard to take in 3 houseguests and a dog but every single member of her family have been amazing – even when I have been grinding my teeth with anxiety.
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Phew, that feels better
What’s making you feel happy today?
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You found your unicorns!
Wonderful. I’m feeling happy because my Gramps turned 90 today and we are all so lucky to have him around. We celebrated today and had such a great time. I saw him getting emotional talking about the war – I’ve never seen him tear up in all my life – and I felt like my generation (where we are in the world and those not fighting in the military) is so lucky to not know a thing about what it’s like to live through that stuff.
I’m struggling to feel happy today as it’s a rainy Monday morning and I’m at work but I already live in my dream house so I’ll just be excited about that.